Sunday, December 14, 2014

Depressed.....feeling hatred...........

it is now 5 months of ordeal and i am bit not confused about it.....$#%^&

it is in the month of july 2014 the ordeal just started bit every person known to me i started it.....even my guru, philisopher, blood relations, relations, friends, the knows and unknown phew,,,,,, they had everything i mean to fuse me.....

it is one of my closest friend always say the things.....he is now facing after his dear papa ........... but he still strong forging ahead always.....he always take this like this and like that........i always say ok and ok because i cannot say anything... because i always like him....i respect what he says....

after the incidents start happening i realised that the worse is yet to come... like in the management principle... they always that prepare or plan for worse....things happen will bad....if you donot then viceversa like happen...

one of by colleauge gave me video to see it for self realisation or understanding.....unfortunately i want to pass the time...i saw the video he gave me... man it was the video i was searching for it.....it gave me recalling of it.... so i gave to time to recover and start understanding the things in that way....the things are....

now the closest friends that is what said.....anyway i am happy for doing it....